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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2005|07:24 pm]
Amanda
hey everyone things are going awesome got a boyfriend he's so sexy!!! woot. i'm away at the moment what fun. tommorow i'm going to see the movie the longest yard, i cant wait. got myspace it is hott

go here to see woot!
http://www.myspace.com/16422592

well got to get going love ya all bye
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nothing new [Apr. 27th, 2005|07:58 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |awakeawake]

Everything has been a lot of fun. i am heading for new hampshire on the 6th, but when i go i am going to miss my senior prom but all well right. i would rather go on this trip and have a lot of fun rather than going to prom and not having any fun at all. There hasent been much lately going on. well i just found out that my blood type is AB Positive. i met this really cool kid from austrailia. i got to get going but i will write later.
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Emo [Mar. 30th, 2005|09:55 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |amusedamused]


Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|12:10 pm]
Amanda
on friday i gave a pint of blood and now my arm looks like i shoot up or something. It's all bruised up there is a popped blood vessle. but the funny thing is that it does not hurt. when i gave the blood i was done in about five minutes. i had to get a ride home because ii was not done in time to catch the bus back to school. last night sarah my little sister came home from visiting her real family, and she decided to tell me that she told her mother that i said that she did not love sarah, but i only said that because sarah told me that my mother was ugly and that i was going to grow up to be ugly like her. then she said that her mom hates me, so i said that i would rather not have a crack whore like me anyway. that made her really pissed. she was angry for the rest of the night and into this morning. she even flipped out on jacquie. well i have to get going time for english. see ya ~Amanda~
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2005|08:29 am]
Amanda
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Empathy |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||| 50%
Religious |||||||||||||| 56%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 70%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||| 36%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 23%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70%
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I only wish my mother would let me get a piercing other than on my ears! [Mar. 11th, 2005|10:21 am]
Amanda
You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.

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Dirty Piercings

100%

Labret Piercing

100%

Lip Piercing

90%

Nipples

80%

Cartilage Piercing

70%

Tongue Piercing

70%

Belly Button Piercing

60%

Earlobe Piercing

50%

Nose Piercing

40%

What Piercing Are You?
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2005|10:06 am]
Amanda
Congratulations, Amanda!
Your IQ score is 102

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Insightful Linguist. This means you are highly intelligent and have the natural fluency of a writer and the visual and spatial strengths of an artist. Those skills contribute to your creative and expressive mind. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.
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Fun Fun Fun! [Mar. 10th, 2005|10:05 am]
Amanda
So hows evreyone doing i have not been on in a long time. today my little sister told me that she was glad the i was going away to college. and you know what i cannot wait to get away from that stupid little bitch. but anyway. my mother came to visit yesterday and we watched that cartoon movie shark tales. it was pretty funny. but anyway in april i'll be going to pennslyvainia for a youth rally it's going to be so cool. i've been there before and i had a blast, the only problem that i had last time was that my little sister was there. but last time she got into a lot of trouble, because like her usuall self she was sneaking off with the boys from baltimore. but you know what one of these days she is going to get raped and i don't care if she does because we have told her over and over again that she has to smarten up, but does she listen, no, she still runs around looking like a huge slut and shows her belly off like a whore. now she's dating a senior who only wants to go out with her because he thinks that she is easy. i know this because the kid told me. he is also using her to make his ex jelous. all these people that she calls "friends" are just using her for something and she cannot see it. she thinks that everyone likes her, but what i hear from a bunch of people that are her so called friends that they are going to kick her ass if she can't keep her mouth shut. one day someone is going to put her in her place. and i hope that i'm the person to do it!
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2005|09:49 am]
Amanda
My mother did not come yesterday, because she had a migraine. its a little sad when she cancells five times in a month and a half. but anyway. i have to work today. i hope that i'm not on kid check. well got to get going talk later!
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Dumb Bitch! [Feb. 15th, 2005|06:48 am]
Amanda
Well i have to work today, i'm most likely going to be on kid check. but anyway, Last night was the wost valentines i have ever had, i had to hang out with my little sister, so i ordered some chinese and sarah was the biggest pig. she ate so much food, she had a large chicken wing(mind you there is only one left), she had an egg roll, she also had some crab ragoons. then she ate most of my chicken fried rice. what the hell. what pisses me off is that she can eat whatever she wants and not gain a pound. i'm going to laugh when she gets older and she is hugh, she is always putting me down for being a little chubby. but screw her, i've lost thirty pounds and it shows! when she first came to live with me, she was bigger than me, i think that she went anoreic. and a couple of nights ago, she said that my mother was ugly and that i was going to grow up to be ugly just like her, i wanted to fucking punch her in her snotty little face. i want to beat her head in with a hickory stick! she is a fucking little douche bag! sometimes i just don't want to deal with her drama!
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(no subject) [Feb. 15th, 2005|06:45 am]
Amanda


You Are 23 Years Old



23





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


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People Suck! [Feb. 9th, 2005|11:21 am]
Amanda
Wow, my little sister is a moron!


People Suck! People Suck Huge Monkey Balls! Thats Huge Hairy Monkey Balls!

I like to say that, "BALLS", *Giggles* well anyway i have to work tomorrow and then saturday and sunday, but that means that i'm going to get some money!!!!!!!!!!

Well Not all of you guys suck there are a bunch that i love.

This is like the third time that i've updated today, and i dont really have much to say so i'll be back tommorrow!
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WTF [Feb. 9th, 2005|08:30 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |blahblah]
[Current Music |Three Days Grace]

so today i wrote a letter to my friend, asking her what the fuck is going on


I wrote that this will be the last time that i will try to contact her. I hope that she calls me or something. i don't want to lose her as a friend. she is such a great person. and just because she lives in a different town, does not mean that we cannot still be friends!

I mean what am I supposed to do?

I hate it when people are morons like that!

why do people have to be like this? but anyway, yesterday i worked and i was doing three different things, i was at kid check, also at merch, and i was also cashiering. that was a lot of work. i had to run back and fourth like twenty different times. but it was fun and it was a lot better than just being on kid check because that is the most boring job.

I still have to work on my english portfolio. I think that its comming along.


Board Board Board Board Board!!!!!!!!!!!!

Other than all of this drama things are going pretty well! I went on that ski trip. It was so much fun, when i was snowboarding, i ran into a trainer and broke his finger. well it was no all of my fault because when i was going down the hill, the guy was right in the middle. so what i did was vere to the right, then the moron moved right in front of me. i slammed right into him, i kind of felt bad at first because he looked like he was going to cry. but then i started to laugh. the kid just looked at me. he was pissing me off because he was blaming it all on me, but he was the one who moved in front of me! and what is a fourteen year old kid doing as a trainer?

Well that was my weekend, wasent it great. but anyway, my mother is coming to visit today(just for you christian i'll say mommy) I hope that she does not cancle. i have to be picked up from school early because i have to go to the doctors office. my yearly physical(YEAH! right)Fun Fun, Right?

Well I got to go see you later!
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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2005|09:31 am]
Amanda
I Hate People, they always seem to dissapiont you!
why do people always let you down
My friend meghan, well she used to be my friend. i have been trying to get ahold of her for the past threee months, but there is no use. i have been told my like three different people that she does not even like me. but we used to be best friends back when i lived in scarborugh, but i guess living in a different town has made us grow apart. she was a great person. but i see no reason that she cannot return my calls.I JUST DON'T GET IT! i miss being able to talk to her. i just want to know why!
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(no subject) [Feb. 8th, 2005|09:12 am]
Amanda
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|10:02 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |artisticartistic]


What Is Your Best Sexual Skill?
Name:
Age:
Sex:
Sexuality:
Flirting Skill Level - 37%
Kissing Skill Level - 24%
Cudding Skill Level - 91%
Sex Skill Level - 79%
Why They Love You You are too good to be true.
Why They Hate You You take more than you give.
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The Psychotic ranting is me but not the cutting! [Feb. 7th, 2005|09:41 am]
Amanda
The University of Blogging

Presents to
Amanda

An Honorary
Bachelor of
Psychotic Ranting

Majoring in
Cutting
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Blogging Degree
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(no subject) [Feb. 7th, 2005|09:39 am]
Amanda
The University of Blogging

Presents to
punkchick123000

An Honorary
Bachelor of
Whingeing

Majoring in
Boredom
Signed
Dr. GoQuiz.com
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Blogging Degree
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Fun Fun Fun! [Feb. 4th, 2005|08:12 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |lonelylonely]
[Current Music |Papa Roach Scars]

I cannot wait till after school to go on this ski trip. i love to snowboard. i'm going to have so much fun. There has been something or rather someone on my mind for the past month. he is my ex boyfriend. and the sad part is that i still love him after two years. is there something wrong with me or something. I cannot get him off my mind. i have never been this head over heals for a guy. He was the perfect guy. He goes to Scarborough High School, we went out in sofmore year, he took me to homecoming, he was awesome and i miss him. i'm still in ove with him. I want to tell him how i feel, but his phone was dissconnected. i hope that he did not move. he was the perfect guy, he was nice, sencitive, and he knew what i wanted. if you are out there nick i just want to tell you i love you!
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Second Quarter Grades [Feb. 3rd, 2005|10:07 am]
Amanda
Beach Book Club: 100
English IV: 94
CP Algebra 1: 85
Aid: 100
Computers in Business: 93
Computers in Business:95

I think that this is a great Report card. but anyway things are going pretty good. i'm going on a ski trip to masschutsets tommorrow. it's going to be awesome. i have to work today i hope that i'm not on kid check again. but if i am i'll just suck it up and deal with it. well got to go!
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hoping [Feb. 1st, 2005|10:23 am]
Amanda
I'm hoping that my mother is coming to see me tommorow. the last time she came was about a month ago. i miss her. but today i am going to work and i hope that i'm not going to work at the kid check. but i most likely will, but it does not bother me that much, it's just that it is so boring. i love working there though. its the best job that i have ever had. it's so much fun. well i'm at the vocational school and we are getting ready to go so i'll be on later to write somemore. bye.
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2005|10:20 am]
Amanda
AMANDA is the #40 most common female name.
0.404% of females in the US are named AMANDA.
Around 515100 US females are named AMANDA!
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weird [Jan. 28th, 2005|10:11 am]
Amanda
I've been seeing my ex boyfriend everywhere. he now goes to the vocational school and he is right across the hall from me on blue days. he seems to be acting a little weird, i mean today when i went to get a drin k from the water fountin, he was like hi, i said hi, but he must not of hearf me because he said what your not going to day hi to me. it's getting a little creepy.
but anyway, lately i've been going online on my phone and aim is a great thing. well i got to go
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A little pissed off [Jan. 27th, 2005|01:13 pm]
Amanda
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |some TV in the back of me!]

I'm a little pissed off because for the past month my mother has called and cancled her visits with me. i know this past time it was not her fault. it was because of the weather. but i dont really know about the other times. i know that she loves me a lot but i think that sometimes she does not want to take the trip out here to see me. i miss being home with her and all of my other family members. i miss being able to see my brothers, i have not seen or spoke to them in almost two years. i do not think that is helthy.
I have to go to work today. it's going to suck because i'm most likely going to be on kid check, thats the place where i stand by the door and stamp the people and the children into the door, i know that its a very important part of the place, but it is so fucking boreing. don't get me wrong i love my job, but its a little tireing just standing there. i'm the type of person who needs to be where all the action is. i love it when the put me in the chuck e suit. its the best feeling when all of those kids run up to you. its horrible when the children are afraid of the suit. it breaks my heart to see them cry or even to run away. there is also those kids who want to start some trouble and they hit me or grab my nose. i just want to turn around and slap them but then they are only kids. well i got to go see ya later.
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|10:09 am]
Amanda
You scored as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Congratulations! You are obsessive-compulsive! You know nothing curbs images of mutilating your mother like a good counting/checking/washing ritual... wait, DID you forget to turn off the stove???

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Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

83%

Unipolar Depression

50%

Eating Disorders

50%

Borderline Personality Disorder

42%

Schizophrenia

42%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

33%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|09:55 am]
Amanda
A - Accent: Maine
B - Breast size: 36dd
C - Chore you hate: Clean the bathroom
D - Dad's name: Neal
E - Essential make-up item: Eye liner
F - Favorite perfume: Adidas
G - Gold or silver: silver
H - Hometown: Born in Lewiston, live in Old Orchard Beach
I - Insomnia: Never
J - Job title: Chuck E. Cheese Cashier
K - Kids: None
L - Living arrangements: Share a room with younger sister
M - Mom's birthplace: Heartford Connecticut
N - Number of apples you've eaten: A lot
O - Overnight hospital stays: none
P - Phobia: Spiders
Q- Religious affiliation: Christion
S - Siblings: Two Brothers, Two foster sisters, Nathan, Cory, Tiffany, Sarah
T - Time you wake up: 6:00 am
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn:Brown
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: Mushrooms, Brocliee
W - Worst habit: Over eating
X - X-rays: teeth, Ankle
Y - Yummy foods you make: Noodles
Z - Zodiac sign: Leo
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|09:12 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |busybusy]

Today is My friends Birthday. She is i think 23 years old, i got her a CD by Jimmy Eat World, it's there new cd. i think that she is going to love it. i'm going down to HOD tonight thats when i'm going to give it to her. I am going to be late getting there bacause i have to work but thats okey because i'm getting paid for it. I'm going to buy myself a portable DVD player, and the best part is that it is only $44.99, but there is something even better about it, there is also a $25.00 rebate so that will make the DVD player only $19.99. I'm also going on a ski trip to massachusettes. its going to be great, and i cannot wait even though it is in february. i got work off for those days. a couple of days ago the person that i cannot stand came into my work and she had the nerve to give me a dirty look in my place of business. i wanted to slap her across the face. this girl is one of the most dumb people that i have ever met. last year she accused me of throwing a snowball at her car and i was not even in this town. and it was on a street that i have never even been on. Man i cannon stand her at all. but sometimes i wish i could talk to her and work things out. there is no reason to hate each other for something that is so stupid and immature. i hate being like this it's not me to hate people. i'm usually such a nice person. I know if i did have to fight her i would most likely kill her, because if you look at her then look at me it's the most obvious thing. but i don't want to get into a fight in my last year of high school. i want ot make it out of this school without getting into a fight. in middle school i got into way to many fights, but the funny thing is that in high school i have not gotten into any fights. well i got to go. going to go look at other peoples journals and comment on them. see ya around maybe i'll write in this journal later today.
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|08:47 am]
Amanda
I'm at vocational school, and the funny thing is that i did not even have to come today, i came in and there was barely anyone here, when i walked into the classroom, i was like where is everyone, mrs. bois said that i did not have to come in today because it was a exam makeup day. and when i was craving a vanilla chi, mrs. bois said that she would take us to dunkin donuts. a couple of days ago i bought the movie animal House. my little sister came in the bedroom right at the part where the girls were having a pillow fight and some of them were not wearing a bra, she started to yell at jacquie that this movie was inappropriate because the girls were naked. i tried to tell her that they were not naked they had bras on and that only like three of them did not have a bra on. she just did not shut up. you know now she is supposedly going out with matt davies. but the funny thing the kid does not even like her, he cannot stand her. a lot of people don't like her at all, she is one of the most loud ans obnoxious people ever.
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|09:29 am]
Amanda
i lave not written in such a long time because i have been so busy with work and what not. i got a huge check this week at work and that made my day. i'm going to be buying myself a portable dvd player so i can take it on trips. in a couple of weeks i'm going on a ski trip to massachutsets with the youth group and thats going to be great, i myself am going to be snowboarding and not skiing, mainly because i do not know how to ski. i think that this trip is going to be a blast. i'm going to have so much fun on this trip. i cannot wait to go. my mother did not get to come and visit last wendsday because of the storm. but this wendsday she should e able to make it here. also on wendsday my mother and i are taking my cat to the vet because she is being very tempermental and attacking all of the other cats. she has also attacked my mother. we are going to get her fixed. that should make her a little bit nicer. Well i got to get back to work, i'm at the vocational school.

See Ya later
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2004|10:23 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |surprisedsurprised]


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2004|09:49 am]
Amanda

What does God think of YOU?
Full Name
Age
God thinks.... Your the most precious of all His creations and He loves you more than you may realise.
God thinks..... Your the absolute best in His eyes and He loves you more than anything in the world!
God thinks..... You need to take a few minutes out of your time and say a prayer.
God thinks..... You mean everything to Him and He wants you to repent of all your sins and ask Jesus in your life so that you may not perish in hell,but spend eternity with Him in Heaven!
God thinks....... You are the most precious of all His creations and His love for you is uncomprehindable and everlasting!
God thinks..... Out of all His creations,you are His favorite!
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2004|09:46 am]
Amanda

Which Quentin Tarantino character are you?
LJ Username
Age
Gender
Favorite Song
Pick a Weapon
How many people are on your death list?
Character
You are out... to kill
# of people killed 1380447
using... shotgun
LJ user you will kill crazy_b
Lj user who will kill you davidboreanaz
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2004|09:52 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |cynicalcynical]

You scored as Monica. The neat freak who would do anything for her friends. You're Monica, not always that popular but everyone loves you now.

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Monica

70%

Joey

65%

Ross

65%

Phoebe

65%

Rachel

60%

Chandler

50%

Which Friend are you?
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2004|09:50 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |surprisedsurprised]

You scored as Brain. A+



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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2004|09:47 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |touchedtouched]

You scored as Stroke.... Massive stroke. Perhaps you take yourself to seriously: It looks like you're going to die from getting yourself into a hissyfit. Calm down, man! Have some green tea!

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Stroke.... Massive stroke

100%

In front of your computer

100%

You will die utterly alone.

95%

You'll go down in flames for what you believe in

65%

Heart attack

60%

How Will You Die?
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This is so not me, but any way! [Dec. 15th, 2004|09:43 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |hornyhorny]

You scored as Drunk Cat. Put down the bottle, Cheech. Sign up for some AA classes and drink a glass of water. Bars are ok once in a while, but you shouldn't be sleeping at them.

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Pissed at the World Cat

100%

Derranged Cat

100%

Couch Potato Cat

100%

Drunk Cat

100%

Love Machine Cat

100%

Ninja Cat

100%

Nerd Cat

100%

Which Absurd Cat are you?
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2004|08:23 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |coldcold]

I cannot believe that it is so fricken cold outside. last night i was at work and i had to wait outside the mall for the bus and i was so cold.
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Dont ask [Dec. 15th, 2004|08:18 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |okayokay]

Step 1: Open the closest book to you to PAGE 23.
Step 2: Find the fifth sentence.
Step 3: Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.

"This produced alternations of light and shade, out-of-doors eclipses and illuminations, and in-doors a kind of glimmer."-Les Miserables.
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people that piss me off [Dec. 15th, 2004|08:05 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |Papa Roach Getting away with murder]

You know whats really annoying, is when people call you names when your just trying to help, i was writing in my friend chris' journal, and this person wrote anonymousely that whoever it was, that they wished that he would notice them, so i wrote he might notice you if you did not write as anonymous, then this moron said that maby i should not be a dyke. wow got immature. some people just piss me off. some of them i could just strangle. there is this one person in my school that i could just kill her name is kayla. and i cannot stand her. last year i supossedly threw an ice ball at her car on a day that i was out of town, and on a street that i never go on. and this year she is getting on my nerves. she had the nerve to say that if she were not in school she would kick my ass, mind you she is like two feet shorter than me and she is a skinny bitch. i could knock her out blind folded and one hand tied around my back. not to mention that i could snap her like a twig. but it will be all good after i graduate, because i will never have to see her ever again. thank god for small things. i can't believe that people can be so moronic. i'm sorry that i have to vent this all out before i explode.
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I miss [Dec. 14th, 2004|08:45 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

toda i have to go to work, it's going to be a lot of fun, i love working at chuck e. cheese. i love being around all of those children, i love kids. my mother is coming to visit tommorrow. i cant wait to see her. i want to have a visit at home on christmas. because i have not seen most of my family since my grandmothers funeral and thats not a happy occasion. i want to be able to be happy when i see them. i want to be around my own family, but even though i think of jacquie as a part of my family. she is not my mother she is my foster mother. i love her a lot, but she can never take the place of my real mother. i mean she gave birth to me, she took care of me for eleven years. and when i was taken away from her, both she and i were devestated. i was only a little girl when that horrible day happened. i did not know what to do. i miss my cousins and aunts and uncles, i miss my brothers. but most of all i miss my mother, i miss being able to wake up in the house and walking into her room. i miss being able to see her face whenever i want to.
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(no subject) [Dec. 13th, 2004|08:38 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |weirdweird]

Hey everyone, today is monday and i hate mondays, they are so boring, after school i have to do chores, and clean my room. on wedensday i have to go and see the guidence because of my college applications. i'm going to get a free waver so i don't have to pay the application fee.
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2004|08:27 pm]
Amanda
[Current Mood |crazycrazy]

Hey everyone, i'm at my little sisters dad's house, they have roadruuner, and it's so fast. i went down to HOD and it was closed. i tried calling my mother but when i was about to leave a message. the stupid phone hung up on me. i tried calling again, but it would not go through. so i hope that my mother does not get mad at me, but i don't think that she would get too mad, because i could not get through to her, she can be a little strict but i love her to death.
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2004|10:26 am]
Amanda
You scored as sex enthusist.

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sex obsessed

80%

sex enthusist

80%

normal balanced

80%

horny virgin

80%

selabate monk

80%

curious nerd

80%

Are you sex obsessed?
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2004|10:22 am]
Amanda
You scored as Wrath.

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Wrath

94%

Pride

88%

Envy

69%

Sloth

69%

Greed

62%

Lust

56%

Gluttony

50%

Seven deadly sins
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Snow [Dec. 10th, 2004|10:08 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

I think that it's going to snow again tonight, i also have to work until 6:30 and that's going to suck because if it snows the roads are going to be awful. sometimes i cant stand snow, it's too cold and wet. but anyway. at my job i am chuck e. cheese i like being in the suit. i cannot talk and all i have to do is be animated and dance. it's a lot of fun to work there. on sunday night there is a christmas party that i have to bring a present to. we have some sort of secret santa thing. but anyway, tonight after work i'm going to hod. i'm almost done all of my christmas shopping. i've spent about $110 on the gifts but i'm not done yet. the only thing that is going to bother me this christmas is the fact that i will not see my family on christmas, i hate that i'm not with them, i miss them so much. i have not seen my brothers in almost five years, which sucks because i miss them so much. my mother missed the visit on wednesday, because of the snow storm, but that's okey because i didn't want her to get hurt or in an accadent. well i got to go talk to you later.
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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2004|08:24 am]
Amanda
Your Boobies' Names Are: Dixie and Daisy


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(no subject) [Dec. 10th, 2004|08:21 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |weirdweird]

You scored as Couch Potato Cat. Decorative pillow? No, that'd be you sitting on the couch, even still. Hmm. . . I'm guessing you have Web TV.

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Couch Potato Cat

100%

Derranged Cat

100%

Ninja Cat

92%

Pissed at the World Cat

92%

Drunk Cat

83%

Nerd Cat

75%

Love Machine Cat

50%

Which Absurd Cat are you?
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Cool [Dec. 10th, 2004|08:01 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |blankblank]

      
bands are love
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(no subject) [Dec. 9th, 2004|08:33 am]
Amanda
Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 50%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Liveliness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Sensitivity ||||||||| 26%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 42%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Introversion ||||||||| 30%
Anxiety |||||||||||| 38%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Independence ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Tension ||||||||| 22%
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2004|09:58 am]
Amanda
[Current Mood |awakeawake]

Hey everyone, sorry that i have not written in such a long time, but i've been very busy with work and all of my school work too. at work i have been the girl in the suit. i love working there its bee a lot of fun. i got paid, and i did do some christmas shopping but i'm not even close to being done. well right now i'm at the vocational school. i did great on my report card i got all A's and 1 D but that was for math and i already have all of my math credits. i have apllied for a bunch of different colleges and i hope that i get into at least one of them. wish me luck, i got to go. talk to you later.
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